Pain, sorrow, and woe are all things we don’t want to feel and dislike. Anger, sadness, hatred for all the things we don’t like and all the people…

Pain, sorrow, and woe are all things we don’t want to feel and dislike. Anger, sadness, hatred for all the things we don’t like and all the people we don’t want to see. We want to feel the pain flowing away; we want to feel the anger leave our bodies as we make ourselves feel elevated by any means. So we cut and pierce our skin to feel the pain, we take a pop to not feel at all, and the rush that it gives you makes you feel better for the moment. Only for a moment. Then one day you just can’t take it anymore and you decide you just want to leave. Suicide isn’t the way out, I was once suicidal I got bullied all the time; I hated myself always being the odd one out. Words hurt and those words led to more things like isolation. I was always the last one chosen, the last one to join a group, the last one to hear about things. It made me stronger I learned to be more confident of myself. You don’t need to quit in life to feel better, the pain doesn’t go away it just spreads. Those that love and care about you would then feel the pain, the pain will just be transferred. You’re not alone and there is help out there, and if you have a friend in need, than help find help. No one is alone.
– Stefannie